Honey
I should be happy always because u do care about my feeling
thank you so much about your patience and appreciation!
I was so happy when I was in your house
until the yam cha stuff... I don't know what should I say when I faced with my ex-, my sister, and my sister ex-/ recent, and you !
this kind of relationship and conversation is fully complicated for me....
To be honest, I'm still in ancient-uncle mindset thinking....
so trust me, I don't like to deal with this complicated stuff anymore !
until yam cha... HONESTLY...
I purposely kept silence from the beginning to the end...
I know you would get mad of this, especially your headache...
but I don't wish to hide this emotion...
Your friends
I know, tried to fool someone by writing some nonsense behind that paper...
and you intended to join them, but stopped by me!
1st: I don't wish you to get into that stupid stuff.... (sorry if i said that rude)
2nd: it's a bit selfish, I've got that place and they just did that stuffs, which might make me ashamed....
3rd: they are still childish....
I know u wanna play, and with joy...
sorry, sometimes I ain't that kind of person....
when I'm with you, I would... but not in the public....
perhaps i wanna keep my image there!!
I don't want you get into their kind of lifestyle
I know I know.... you got the precious friendship!
you got your own friends and I shouldn't restrict you to stay away from them !
so that's fine, and I know that is my problem....
In the future, you just enjoy the gathering without my interruption.... :)))
and about the phone stuff....
I didn't scold you or even blame you...
that's why I would like to turn back and get it back to you
And I know I may give them a ring and ask them to keep it
but I don't... because I know you won't be better until you got your phone back....
and finally I could see your smile :))) which impressed me that everything I've done is worthy!!!
And I LOVE YOU HONEY....
would u be proactive to kiss me, instead of after I asked?
would u kiss me longer and longer, instead of 1 touch-end???
would u accept my loving style???