三十日

I'm depressed enough.... !!!!

I'm in sadness... !!!

How could I wait for another month???

30 days left to go and u only by my side....

I'm freaking missing you, and we just separated for 5 days since last meeting

Even though I slept, I also dreaming about you

yesterday night I dreaming that we were having fun in playground....

then shopping, watching movie !!!

I couldn't stop thinking about you

WOrking, sleeping, eating....

I mean overall....

ANOTHER MONTH TO GO....

The saddest thing in this world is your heart is with me, but I couldn't touch u, even kissing you !!!

T.T

A LOVE POST

my HONEY FANG XU AUNTIE...

I don't wanna BREAKUP with you...

P/S: I have checked dictionary, BREAKUP can be explained as separate for a moment :)))

hehehe!xD

Today in KBOX

I wish to sing with you geh ! really...

I love your singing and your gao xiu gesture...

which left me a unremovable impression in my brain....

Every smile, every FISH, every talk...

pls lar... U've doomed me !!!!

NOBODY could put me escaped from you !

I'm YOURS

I know what would u say

SWEET 3 months would be like this

but I tell you, these moments would be non-stop happening...

anyhow, let us SWEET gao gao in these time !! or even longer and longer...

muacks!!!! :-***

Actually

Sorry for just now evening

I've to put you back home...

because I'd promised your mom to send you back at 5.30pm

which I've made a promise

SAME :)))

What I've promised you, I will wait....

wait until u finished... I don't know how the future would be

but what I can do is to decide how my future would be

my future is just be with you !!!

and that MAZDA....

I want to ride that MAZDA with my STEWARDESS girlfriend....

and 'she' is you !!!!

Darl...

U asking me do not missing too much...

I tell u honestly...

I can't, because I've totally fallen in LOVE with you...

how could I miss u less than anything?

Even in every single second, my brain is always coming with U

and this time is the first time we separate for one month

and I would be the first to be leaving.... wish u don't cry...

I tell u !!!

IN the following month or each month...

we must contact in every night

no matter through WEBCAM or CALL or even TEXT

at least let me know your daily condition...

wish it won't be any trouble for you

but I know it won't, because I know u also want contact with me!!!!

ngek ngek !!!xD Am I clever?

after i finished the dinner, I will give u a ring in every single night

Even in one minute I also want to hear your voice

talking about scenes everyday and your laughing....

I'd make sure what I wrote in previous post...

that one neh....

'I xxx, hereby states...'

hehehehe!xD

I LOVE YOU

My HONEY....

HOPE EVERYTHING IS FINE WITH US...

AND OUR RELATIONSHIP WILL STAY FOREVER...

EVEN THOUGH THERE IS FEW LITTLE OBSTACLES...

BUT I KNOW WE CAN GO THROUGH IT SMOOTHY...

MUACKS :-***

Let it be naturally...

Darl...

I've made sure our relationship mode...

Everything just be in naturally....

NATURAL...... hehehehe!!!xD

Nothing la...

I totally understand this situation

both of us don't know how the future would be....

Just try our best to keep on....

I know u would want to have a long-lasting relationship (as u mentioned a lot of time, and it's totally same to me)

that's why I would like to be with you!

but I also know that

PLANNING just make us feel stressful...

everything just be with time !

Honestly, I have no enough bravery to meet your parents too...

perhaps that's one type of stress...

but your sister was kidding us !!!

about my parents :)))

no worries, I've solved two of them... they have nothing bad on you...

but they praised u oh!!!! oh oh oh !!!!

no worries ok?

I love u my honey !!!! muacks :-***

Endless LOVE

Darl...

I'm feeling sad of your leave..

to a place where u would spend for up to 7 years !!!!

Nevertheless, THIS LOVE BETWEEN YOU AND ME

is just TOO STRONG...

even the hurricanes also can't beat it !!!!!

I LOVE U SO MUCH.... MUCH THAN ANYTHING....

U're the last female I would like to spend my entire life !

As my word

I, Vincent TAN MIN WAY, hereby states that I would be loyal to my DARLING, MISS LIVIA WONG KHAI YUN all the time and WON'T hurt her in the side of LOVE... and PROMISE, WOULD BE WITH HER FOREVER !!!!!

by: Vincent

I'm sorry

Honey

qi shi zuo tian wo shi hen yi tou wu shui oh !

wo gen ben bu zhi dao ni zheng zai shuo shen me?

sheng qi wo zuo me mei you rang ni jin ru wo de shi jie???

jiu jin shi shen me yi si???

wo yi jin dui ni mei you shen me hao yin man le, hao bu hao...

wo hen ren zhen de ! wo mei you ke yi de yin man shen me

ni xiang zhi dao shen me, hai shi wo yao gao su ni shen me...

wo dou hui yi wu yi shi de gao su ni !

dui, sui ran shuo wo de shen bian hen duo xuan ze

bu guo wo yi yan dou mei you kan shang ta men !

yin wei wo zhi dao, ni cai shi wo de wei yi !

wo suo wei de ya li, shi shuo wo xiang he ni yong yuan de zai yi qi...

ni zai kai yi ci wo de blog,

sorry in advance is for xia mian hong se de chi de !

bu shi dan xin rang ni jin ru wo de shi jie....

nong dao zuo tian hen sheng qi...

wo ye bu zhi dao wei shen me, hen bu suo wei !

dao zui hou, you hao xiang bu yao jie wo de dian hua...

wo dou suan le... ke neng ni xu yao shi jian qu leng jing...

qi shi wo men shi mei you bi yao wei le zhe xie xiao shi qu sheng qi....

honey, dui bu qi.............

I'm so sorry !!!!!

Not purposely to be meant that ~~

Darl

I know this post is a little bit of nonsenses...

this morning actually I was scared by you

thought u are in insecure situation which was making me freaking out !!!!!

worrying about you ! never thought that you were still in your sweet dream, whereas I'd just finished the breakfast with my family :)))

but guess what ?

I'm really falling in love with you !!!

That night....

was a surprised night :)))

never thought that I would voice out every single thoughts in front of you !

I missing it, even though I have tons of words to say !!! but just can't say it just through the calls or text....

but all those things is just about LOVE...

If I say all those things which is giving u any stress

Sorry in advance, I don't mean to do that...

Darl...

I know I'm silly at all...

but I wish to be with you..

not for now only, is longer & longer...

I LOVE U

LEARN TO LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU

LEARN TO BE FRIEND WITH YOUR FRIENDS

LEARN TO ENTER YOUR WORLD

LEARN TO LIVE WITH YOU

LEARN TO GO INTO YOUR HEART

And

LEARN TO BE WITH YOU FOREVER....

People say, we have to appreciate everything in our life

and if you found any better ever, u should pay for 101% for LOVE ♥

U're with me

Darl...

I know u're in doing something...

but I hope that U would know that I'm appreciating everything, each second, each minute, each hour that I with you !!!!

Your scent, your move, your smile just can't fade from my heart...

I LOVE U....

People asked me to be dwi-hearted...

said I deserved to have better choice instead of u...

but all of my thoughts is just hold u tight at night

and saying

I LOVE YOU

every time, every second, every minutes, every hour, every day, every month, every year and every decade or should I say..........

FOREVER....

Waiting waiting waiting patiently..

The day that I have been hoping is coming soon !!!

my 2010 birthday...

All my bad lucks will be gone !! and best ever luck would come to me !!!!xD

As everyone hopes...

Apart of that

Tomorrow is my most important day to welcome my fang xu come back from JB...

My souvenir...!!! hahaha!xD joking~~

Ur safety is my best ever souvenir...

and U just like the gift from heaven !!!xD

SONG from BIEBER...

"U're my angel sent from above" :-**

Want nothing but your LOVE...

is the best ever thing I have been hoping for....

And I'm waiting for everything...

including the moment I would spend with you tomorrow !!!xD

My birthday used to be arranged by others (friends, ex-)

but this year is special...

but it should be in a bit of usual... haha!!!xD

LOVE cake, song, and whatever in birthday... including KISS... ngek ngek!XD

Woohoo.. GUESS what?

My first birthday with you...

would be wonderful...

Waiting for tomorrow.... (TO BE CONTINUED)

:)))

Zzzz...

What is the reason?

What is the sources makes ...

Everything around me is looked like slowing down its movement....

I kept my pace on the track but it seems like I've been stopped by such blockage in front of me...

How can't I just take a move, even for one?

And the heat is turning into warm...

this transformation comes earlier than my expectation...

perhaps few questions/events have their hand on that !!

I know, it takes time to know about both !

As you said, "we can't always just stay in sweet.."

Now I say, "ya we are going to another stage "♥

the end of SPM is approaching...

and you are going...

I'm just keep waiting...

with hopes and dreams saying ! xD

I love u always !! ♥

first blog design

This post is especially for my darling...

U ah... told u that U don't have to design it during SPM...

NO RUSH.. but u did it and I'm grateful...

ngek ngek:-** know that U put my stuffs in the 1st place ever, I'm ek sion tim... hahahahaha!!!!!XD

Many thanks for you to design my blog...

Even though it's a bit of girlish, but love it much...

because it's done by you, MUACKSSSSS :-****

Aiya, my fang xu auntie...

U see, what u've done on me!!!!xD

I've become talkative person jor... talked a lot all the time jor.. no good.. hahahaha!!!xD

just kidding lar.. proud to be like this..

and U've changed me...

what a good fang xu....

hehehehehehehe!!!

Only auntie can be with UNCLE what...

that's why I always call u as AUNTIE....

hehehehe!!xD

I wish our relationship would be long-lasting

but I just don't want to put u into stressful life

but I will be trying to do my best, on keeping our relationship...

I know the critical element for distance relationship TRUST, TOLERANCE and TIME

TRUST = two of us would be loyal to each other

TOLERANCE = Ignore all the dissatisfactions and we're always good together

TIME = Even though the time would be longer (about 7 years), but I would be willing to wait patiently..

My fang xu auntie darling....

I LOVE U SO MUCH

and I know geh... one more

SHARING mah... as u said, all the happy and unhappy things...

:)))) muackssssssss :-*******

:((((

Time passed without giving any acknowledgment...

Darl, you are approaching the end of the SPM jor....

Congrate, and U will be having fun after it, I know

and I bet you would !!

but it doesn't seem as a good news for me

I know that is depressed me but I would to voice it here !

after the SPM, you would leave Ipoh to KL for study...

26th and I would be having a suffering life ever in my life

and now is 1st...

if not mistaken, SPM would be ended on 9th?

7 divide 8 minus...

means only 15 days for us to have fun

and wth news from my dad...

I may start working at KL on 9th (early decision)

gosh!!!!

means we don't even have any chance to date out T.T

and my birthday !!?!?@>!#

GOSH 2010 is my terrible year ever in my life !!!!!! T.T

I did request to him that could we just delay the date of outstation?

perhaps just after the 15th?

he said can't, strictly!!!

T.T

what a bad news for me now !!!!!

Honesty

Sometimes people lie, because they're trying to vein the truth

sometimes people lie, just because they don't want let people know the truth

but sometimes people lie, is because they want to keep the great bond between two of them!

or u should say, for a better relationship..

I know that I've been trying to hide a lot of truth in front of you

I know I don't have to do so...

and I know you would get angry of it

but for sake, I just wish to keep us well...

I'm not the aggressive person, and I don't wish to treat u as friend rather

I wish to be closer and closer and even more closer

but I just worry that I would scare you and make you frightened...

which I don't wish to see....

after i know u're a shy girl... lol

LMAO

and seriously

U're my girlf, and I wish we also get sweet all the time

should we just appreciate the remaining time rather than talking about honesty...?

and don't worry, nobody knows about this blog except u...

ngek ngek !!!

never shared this to my friends

because that's only u and me !!!!

I promise

no secret between us anymore !!!!

happy or not happy

happiness or sadness

excited or depressed

good or dissatisfaction... we just share between each other

I love u, LIVIA WKY ♥

Sorry my darling

My darling...

I think I'm over-estimating your abilities in coping with SPM...

the power of dealing with stress is minimal...

I don't even know what u're really want in that time

and I couldn't even share everything in studies with you

I feel so sorry about it !!! T.T

I know this reason (working) is just been feeling nonsense!

But I swear with my entire happiness!!!

I'm really feeling stressful on that !!!

I know I shouldn't distract you with all those problems that I've met in everywhere about my family business !

I'm gonna to explode !!!!!

Everyday work !

from 7am - 10pm !

makes me tension, tension and tension !! (I couldn't describe with any other word)

I know I shouldn't always ask for your tolerance

It's my fault

of couldn't spare any moment, even in texting to you !!

My dad has an even highest expectation on me and I'm gonna pick up all his tasks...

by a driver description to a "wai mai zai"

by a translator to a wireman, plumber, office boy... %^&*(&^

what can I do !!!!

what I can say to you DARLING...

THE TIME DOESN'T BELONG TO ME !!!!

It's all planned by my family...

And if U feel suspicious on my faith...

I swear !!!

I'm faith to you ! I couldn't even get a girl who is better than u !

I LOVE U, my darling !

A big LEMON

Hey i've just got my certificate from the UK

hurray, nevertheless, that's useless for me now because I'm not intending to find a job out there...

Just spent a whole evening to have a chat with my former international manager and agent

pretty good conversation ever i have had with a Welsh in station 1

At 5pm, with a happy mood I ride my car to Station 18 McD

Actually i don't have to use that road...

All my thought just focus on one, to see my Livia...

However, that journey has taken me 30 mins because of the stupid fucking traffic...

just 5 cars could pass through in a round * what the hell...

Bought a lovely McDeluxe Set !

Imagining to have a tea time with her...

she was just revising her text, morale...

After 10 mins, got into her place and see around..

call her and she just refused to let me stay at there...

what a happy mood has been ruined...

that's not supposed to be happened in this way....

Thought it is a SWEET step but at last, it nearly causes a trouble to my love....

HOnestly just feel unhappy... why did she just refuse to let me in?

perhaps just as a friend, seeing her or sending a McD for her...

but she had given a big LEMON..

and strictly asked me go back !

I'm hurt... because of this indeed...

why? why? why?

She said her mom be a problem to let me see her..

or I should think in her side..

she is in critical moment... and I should be patient to meet her...

perhaps it is a wrong step, or indeed, that is a wrong step

that I've taken... don't have to see her...

Sorry my honey...

I'm not meaning that...

The desire to see u is too strong, until I always imagine that we should be tied...

Sorry that I scared u... it's not meant to be happened in this way!!!!!

it's just.....

a wrong step!

Waiting for that moment, after SPM....

I'm tired of these !!!

Says: People should always keep a good word beside their mouth

in case they would hurt someone or attack someone

but sorry about that !

my dad, who is that kind of person...

and I, just become the kambing korban...

sometimes we may talk politely to people,

not really gonna use those "celaka, apa-apa lagi" attackful words..

once my dad said all of these, then i gonna become good good man!!!

saying,"bang, tolong kejap la", "susah kejap"...

those appeal words... tired of doing this...

what to do?

he is my father...

actually he can just end the business and hold few hundred thousand for the rest of life...

why does he still need to do all of those?

as his son, i just try to assist him in doing all of those..

but i'm just stressful !!!!!!!

I'm an honours degree holder !!!! why do i need to do all of those???!@#!@#!

tired!!!

now I'm just like a personal assistant

responsible to oversee all the stuffs, help him, go anywhere with him...

if he needs to do these, what else could i say even I have a better qualification??

just follow what he said, and reduce some burden which he is holding..

throw away the degree honours! it's useless now...

*think about smoking, which may reduce the stress!!!!

but my honey doesn't like it....

.... drink? my honey less drink...

McD? my honey is on diet..

*speechless....

1st blog post, just for you LIvIA :-*

Gosh! I'm in love again..

She is not pretty, not fabulous

but she is so amazing to me !!

Texting with her doesn't seem that we are well-matched

Since the day I got her number from my sister, non-stop texting with

"how's your day?", "miss you badly", "it's not bright without your text"

I feel her cares, her nervous, her breath and her thought...

I'm so nervous when i looked at her blog,

describing how bad she is, how worthless she is..

but i know she is valuable for me !!

every single words she said, just left me an big impression

and she is not that bad! I sure

and I replied with a FB msg...

with title "is this called confession"

yea, I confessed to her... never been so damn nervous before!!!!!

and we just well-matched in soul and sure that we're gonna be together !

the same feeling, same thoughts, tied us together!!!!

I know she is the same way treat me well...

even though now is the critical moment for her, for her whole life

and I feel vague about our future !!!

Stewardess is a good job, but bad for boyfriend....

NO matter how, support all the way she wants to be ~

So my darlin'...

the life is so long, and this love is so strong...

So I will never let you go ~~