Monday, November 22, 2010

Sorry my darling

My darling...
I think I'm over-estimating your abilities in coping with SPM...
the power of dealing with stress is minimal...
I don't even know what u're really want in that time
and I couldn't even share everything in studies with you
I feel so sorry about it !!! T.T

I know this reason (working) is just been feeling nonsense!
But I swear with my entire happiness!!!
I'm really feeling stressful on that !!!
I know I shouldn't distract you with all those problems that I've met in everywhere about my family business !
I'm gonna to explode !!!!!

Everyday work !
from 7am - 10pm !
makes me tension, tension and tension !! (I couldn't describe with any other word)
I know I shouldn't always ask for your tolerance
It's my fault
of couldn't spare any moment, even in texting to you !!
My dad has an even highest expectation on me and I'm gonna pick up all his tasks...
by a driver description to a "wai mai zai"
by a translator to a wireman, plumber, office boy... %^&*(&^
what can I do !!!!

what I can say to you DARLING...
THE TIME DOESN'T BELONG TO ME !!!!
It's all planned by my family...
And if U feel suspicious on my faith...

I swear !!!
I'm faith to you ! I couldn't even get a girl who is better than u !
I LOVE U, my darling !

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