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This is the post i also dont know what it's actually related with... but I wish to write something which is hardly shared through tougue.

These moment
I got such a most of things haunting me all the time, all the bad stuff, and the businesses, and of course lack of money...
I just wish I can overcome all those things and trying to hide them from you but it failed. What I dont want is make you worry about me but I failed!!

Life... I wish to move on with you into another better stage
However, as a guy, I just got to know there is so much things that I should have concerned earlier.
It's not a easy word to say to bring better life to you. Age comes and I really wish you are the one who would move on with me. It proves that's you.
when a relationship moves from LOVE TO FAMILY, it means I wish to create our own family trees. No matter what happens, I would be hardworking to make anything for you and our family. It's not only me to be concerned of, there is always you and someone else.

I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU MUCH MORE THAN WORDS.
It's hardly described by just couple of paragraphs in my blog. With all my heart, it always belongs to you, LIVIA WONG.
would you move on with me?
I bet YES all the time <3 p="">

A trip !

It's always different when you met someone who is meant valuable in your life !! 

Gosh! I had only one chance to meet her but thanks GOD, you'd given me the chance and I'd caught it. 

In the entire life, it doesn't mean useless when you re-think and re-think what you possibly will be in future, but for sure who do you wannabe in the next 2 years, 4 years and etc... What do you expect, or we called expecting, hoping and will be getting something you wish to have, got to have or surely i will have ! 

A trip to Kuala Lumpur ~ for bird nest industry development has made me a great and motivated thoughts which will influence me from now on !! Even though the thought that I gained isn't relevant with the bird nests but it's an internal motivation from deep side of the heart. I wish to stay like this longer in my life with this kind of thoughts. 

The experiences of this trip rised me a great opportunity to re-think my future, not just working and working ! It makes me to consider my future path in my life with my beloved and my family. All the way comes right, I met the right person, so it's time to make my life in the right way ! So the first step, REDUCE THE GAMING DURATION ! First of all, the soccer game, which is been with me about 7 years, has been uninstalled from my ACER laptop. It's hard to make this decision but i felt relieved after I pressed YES to uninstall the game... 

I never felt such comfortable to make it, unless not previously. As I realized that gaming is unlike the exercise, which doesn't help in strengthen your biceps and triceps but just 'destroy your mind'. Anyway, I kept one, DOTA. Sorry for couldn't do the uninstallation for this game, which accompanied me since 2006. I love it so much. 

Before I reach my ideal life, I realized that several goals that i need to achieve from now on: 

GOAL 1: training in exercise 

GOAL 2: improve my terrible english (I guess nobody knows about my UK friends will not read my such writing)

GOAL 3: reduce the time period of gaming, just only from 9pm-11pm 

GOAL 4: on bed time, 11pm (at least 4 days per week, excluding social networking) 

GOAL 5: out of the bed 7.30am (except Sunday) 

All of them should be implemented from now, because no more any time-consuming !

Honey, since both of us are putting ourselves into new working life, we seldom to meet each other every week. However, the level of LOVE will not be reduced any other, you are my right person to accompany me and witness the whole transformation in my life. I don't know what should i say. Just give me some time to prove that you had fallen in love with the right person and both of us met each other in right time. I love you more that i can say. Just show it everyday ! In next few years, it's time to start fighting, or to fight harder (which i had already fought long time ago) which proved that isn't good enough. 

Quotas

Honey, guess what. I'm here to update my blog today la....

Today was an actually tiring day... but as i wish, everything is fine and gone smooth

Honey, remember those things i said to you few days ago.. i didnt mean to force you but i hope you to understand the rule of human life. it's cruel but glad to tell you, you are not alone because of me <3

here is the quotas :

人生太多不如意，不过人就是忘了其实如意的更多！

你改變不了環境，但可以改變自己；
Your cannot change the environment, but can change yourself;

你改變不了事實，但可以改變態度；
Your cannot change the fact, but can change an attitude;

你改變不了過去，但可以改變現在；
Your cannot change the past, but can change the present;

你不能控制他人，但可以掌握自己；
You have no command over others, but can control yourself;

你不能預知明天，但可以把握今天；
You can't predict tomorrow, but can hold on today;

你不能樣樣順利，但可以事實盡心；
You can't be doi

ng smooth and well in everything, but can devote your best effort;

你不能左右天氣，但可以改變心情；
You can't change weather, but can change a mood;

你不能改變容貌，但可以展現笑容；
You can't change facial appearance, but can emerge with a smiling face;

心態比什麼都重要。
The mindset is important compared with others

hope you understand this, honey i love you :-*

much more than LOVE

You know that i've been busy for ages... that's the reason why i didn't update my blog over here for few weeks, or should i mention it in 'months'?

Honey, our 1st year anniversary is around the corner and i bet you are excited more than ever, as i'm feeling now... it's worth for celebration. If you would like to buy me something, it's marverlous. hahahaha!xD

:-*

I'm tired of traveling anywhere all around the peninsular of malaysia :)

but i think the most exciting moment that we have had is the moment we'd spent in Thailand. Despite of the accommodation, the beach, shopping moment, food, sunset, sing-k period... we'd already had our sweetest vacation :)

which i have forgotten the unpleasant stuff or your bad feeling, because it's worth to forget...

Honey, i would like to dump it away from my mind because we are just meant to be together and I will not to allow all these quarreling, bad, worst stuff appear in our relationship....

I love you honey, that's what i would like to tell you all the time, which is I always do in my life...

for god sake, I want to spend my entire life, with the sweet memories which is embracing everything about you and me <3

1/2 year anniversary

Happy 1/2 year anniversary honey

and i can't wait to see you all the time since i've been here for business purpose....

it's few words i would like to say to you !

I love you honey :-***

no matter where i am

no matter who i am

no matter how things would be in future

no matter what's wrong between us

and i would be careful all the time

because it's not about myself anymore

it's about our relationship and future :-***

so will take good care of myself all the time !

LOVE YOU

Security, I LOVE YOU HONEY FOR SURE !!

Sui po

Lately we just discussed about this kind of topic, security :)

and I know as your beloved honey, I'd transmitted some insecure setting to you and this worries you all the time !

but honey

I do loyal to you all the time (I don't know how many times I mentioned about this to you since I be with you, but I don't care as I can make you understand about it)

sorry about busy working lately and I know I have spent less time with you !

but no choice honey, I know you would understand it well but I just wish to say sorry, can i ?

i wish to be with you really...

and it's been a stress to you because I always keep a high expectation to my girlfriend.... wish u to behave in this, in that, bla bla bla!

sure u would say that's not stress because you LOVE me well, I know geh !

and I miss you lots

one more last time!

don't feel insecure because I always be secure to you !

all the time, every single moment, everyday

before i made any choice/ decision/ action, I would think about you in advance :))))

I LOVE YOU HONEY FOR SURE !!

Strength that u should get from me !

Honey, I know you are waiting for my wishes :)

just be good luck and careful all the time tomorrow morning, even though I can't attend it with you... sorry that the sudden decision, i have to go to teluk intan to oversee their works...

but there is one more thing that I wish to talk to you here !

about your mother's talk...

honey, I don't know about your feeling,

but about mine, I really LOVE you so much ! ! !

I DO LOVE you so much ! ! !

and one more !

"LV is good, but my CHANEL is the best thing for me in the world"

muacks!xD :-***