A trip !

It's always different when you met someone who is meant valuable in your life !! 

Gosh! I had only one chance to meet her but thanks GOD, you'd given me the chance and I'd caught it. 

In the entire life, it doesn't mean useless when you re-think and re-think what you possibly will be in future, but for sure who do you wannabe in the next 2 years, 4 years and etc... What do you expect, or we called expecting, hoping and will be getting something you wish to have, got to have or surely i will have ! 

A trip to Kuala Lumpur ~ for bird nest industry development has made me a great and motivated thoughts which will influence me from now on !! Even though the thought that I gained isn't relevant with the bird nests but it's an internal motivation from deep side of the heart. I wish to stay like this longer in my life with this kind of thoughts. 

The experiences of this trip rised me a great opportunity to re-think my future, not just working and working ! It makes me to consider my future path in my life with my beloved and my family. All the way comes right, I met the right person, so it's time to make my life in the right way ! So the first step, REDUCE THE GAMING DURATION ! First of all, the soccer game, which is been with me about 7 years, has been uninstalled from my ACER laptop. It's hard to make this decision but i felt relieved after I pressed YES to uninstall the game... 

I never felt such comfortable to make it, unless not previously. As I realized that gaming is unlike the exercise, which doesn't help in strengthen your biceps and triceps but just 'destroy your mind'. Anyway, I kept one, DOTA. Sorry for couldn't do the uninstallation for this game, which accompanied me since 2006. I love it so much. 

Before I reach my ideal life, I realized that several goals that i need to achieve from now on: 

GOAL 1: training in exercise 

GOAL 2: improve my terrible english (I guess nobody knows about my UK friends will not read my such writing)

GOAL 3: reduce the time period of gaming, just only from 9pm-11pm 

GOAL 4: on bed time, 11pm (at least 4 days per week, excluding social networking) 

GOAL 5: out of the bed 7.30am (except Sunday) 

All of them should be implemented from now, because no more any time-consuming !

Honey, since both of us are putting ourselves into new working life, we seldom to meet each other every week. However, the level of LOVE will not be reduced any other, you are my right person to accompany me and witness the whole transformation in my life. I don't know what should i say. Just give me some time to prove that you had fallen in love with the right person and both of us met each other in right time. I love you more that i can say. Just show it everyday ! In next few years, it's time to start fighting, or to fight harder (which i had already fought long time ago) which proved that isn't good enough.